There comes a time for everyone to come to a crossroad in their lives. A time to decide what to do with their lives, but then a big stump or a big rock falls into their path and they stumble. No one likes it when this happens, for it promotes change and change isn't what happens in daily life. We have out routines and our traditions and we don't like to stray from those very often. Ya when it is convinient for them or when they are trying to better themselves, they will accept it. But what about the times that it just leaves you stopped, wondering, and scared?! They say that when things like this happen, it is to make you stronger, to help you understand that life isn't always easy, and its to test us. Others have also told me that the lord doesn't put anything into your 'path' that you can't handle! Well i honestly have thought that to be true and wanted to believe it my entire life! But let me enlighten you! There are some odd numbers of suicides in this world. Mostly here in the US. Now do you believe that God was the one that put the trials and struggles in their lives to strengthen them? Take druggies for example, how do you suppose they got that addiction? From God? NO the human body is weak, most of them knew it was bad! But they couldn't control that need to have it! But then they contract aids from a bad needle! So i ask again, you think that God put that struggle in their lives to strengthen them? To make them a better person?! Well I don't believe that! They put it upon THEMSELVES!! God is NOT the cause or hurt or pain in our lives!! It is ourselves putting that into out lives! God is a source of Peace, Comfort, Understanding, and Joy! So how can they beleive that its God's fault for the hurt, pain and hunger?!
Now i know that there are things that happen to good people, and it very well could be that God is trying us to be strong. But it is not always God! So i would like to know why and how did I become one of those to have a tumor?! Was i doing bad things? Was I making bad decisions? Do I blame God for this? No! It just so happened that my body grew a Pilocytic Astrocytoma Bengin Tumor. Things do happen for a reason, but God is not always the reason! The reason's do vary from the choices and decisions that we make in our lives! So we need to strive to do our best and continue to follow the Lord in righteousness and everthing will be ok! Even if bad things do happen we know its not because of the choices we have made, it just happened! And thats the truth!
Know i love you guys and hope that life is good!! I would love to hear from you and get your comments/feedback!! Take care i wish you all the happiness in life that you can only recieve through our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ!! Hugs and Kisses!
